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I had a dream and in the dream I knew I was dreaming so I believed I could change things

Bava Batra 121b

This could be a good day.

                                                    If?                           If.

             If a whole generation stops dying.

Stops?

                                                                                            Finishes.                                Completes  the process.

We’ve all been waiting.

And the prophet tells it like this.

                                            It happened: all the men of war

                                               were consumed and dead.

Look – blessed is he                                                       who is good          (and)          who does good.

                                                                                                 Prayer in the form of a Venn diagram.

                          Is there proof?                                                                       A proof: only

what we are promised.

                                                After the war,                                 we will be able             to bury the
dead.

Holy       holy        is the overlap.

Blessed is he                        who honestly thanks              [god]                      that there is a body left

                                                                         to bury.                                                 Blessed

is he who does the burying.

A handful             of dirt,                    stones on             the mounding—

wash your hands,

                                 wash your hands,

                                                                  wash your hands of,

wash your hands until                                                                                 you are clean enough

to return                    home to the living,                                to be with the living, to walk

              alongside the living.  

And this we will commemorate?                                                       A good day. A good day.

Shana Ross is a recent transplant to Edmonton, Alberta and Treaty Six Territory. Qui transtulit sustinet. Her work has recently appeared in Haven Spec, Identity Theory, Ninth Letter, The Dread Machine and more. She is the winner of the 2022 Anne C. Barnhill prize and the 2021 Bacopa Literary Review Poetry competition. She serves as an editor for Luna Station Quarterly and a critic for Pencilhouse. She prefers walking in the woods to social media, so she budgets her time accordingly.
 

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