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The Equation of Time

Take: x = today, y = tomorrow, and k = time

 

Question I: What would you consider as constant

                  if all of these unknown variables wear

                  the memory of you?

 

Answer: Here’s the return of old habits. Of multiplying

                  nights & days to equal the number of times

                  I spent nursing the broken pieces of my past.

                  I teleport into childhood, and bathe in

                  its innocence. I unsee the clouds gathering in

                  my father’s eyes as they announce another

                  downpour of smith​er​eens. In my mother’s,

                  I recollect shimmers of her withered dreams.

                  I, fleshy strangeness, wrapped in naivety,

                  unperturbed by the world’s chaos.

 

Question II: If x = now, find y?

 

Answer: I, an offspring of a broken hymn stuck in

                  the diastema of my ancestors. I, an x with all

                  of life’s present tense, & the moon’s salty tears running

                  in my veins. every ar​te​ri​ole quakes with the

                  uncertainties of y, which is too big to feed

                  a clairvoyant’s delight. y, an amalgam of tomorrow

                  and now.

 

Question III: Interpret the expression y = kx

 

Answer: Like plastics obeying fire, I submit myself

                  to be scrutinized by time. I let the wind predict

                  the path I follow. I allow the things I can’t control

                  to providence. But, at constant time, tomorrow

                  is dependent on today. In this equation, everything

                  outlives time except memories.